We tend to practice fear rather than conviction. We favour uncertainty over confidence. We get lost in doubt as oppose to feeling euphoric about opportunities and the good things here and yet to come. If I were to ask you how often you experienced fear or doubt you could probably give me a few however we would find moments of euphoria difficult to recollect and describe. Try to focus more on these moments and why you felt such intense happiness in these experiences to replicate and reflect them in those going forward.